Thursday, February 26, 2009

Amusing Adages

Isn't it funny how the little sayings and comments made by your parents eventually rub off on you until one day you hear them flying out of your mouth like a winged bead of spittle? I was in the kitchen last night trying to fix dinner and as I was maneuvering from pantry to refrigerator to counter I nearly fell over and broke my neck. Now, to anyone who has a dog, you know what I'm getting at. My Lab, Neeman, God love him, is ALWAYS at my feet drooling and awaiting the next morsel that may fall onto the floor. This particular instance came about when I tried to take a step backwards not knowing he was right behind me and I lost my footing nearly tumbling to the floor. A nine year old dog, he's not very quick to react and just can't get out of the way fast enough. After I regained my composure and the frustration had made it's way to my mouth I screamed "Get out from under foot!".

That's when it happened. I became my mom. This is not a bad thing because I adore my mom but, nevertheless there it was. These words which had been bellowed at me so many times as a child were suddenly springing from my lips. The next thing I know I'm going to be saying "dad-burn-it" and "awww foot"!


Wassily Kandinsky

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Humble Pie

Since this is my first blogging experience I guess I'll figure it out as I go. I've never been one to write (or even read much for that matter) even though I come from a family of writers. They say it helps to get your feelings out on paper, or in this case, on the computer so that's what I intend to do. I'll let you know if it changes my life dramatically.

I've entered that point in my life where the little things seem to make a big impact. I think a number of things could have caused this but I know the main reason. The year 2008 drastically changed my life and my way of doing things, but most importantly, it changed my way of seeing things. I can't pretend to have entered 2008 a humble person but I definitely left it that way. Now, I know I'm not the only one that's been negatively impacted by the recent economic times and I've certainly not been the MOST effected but things have been a bit difficult. Mostly meaning different from the normal.

This leads me to the little things. Where I used to want the biggest and most extravagant, I now only want the most comfortable and reasonable. Where I used to want everything now, I now want it eventually and when it makes sense. Where I used to need the best social scene to stroke my ego, I now want family and friends to love me for who I am. Isn't this what really counts anyway?

I recently read a blog about a "makeunder". The blogger spoke of how she intends to "makeunder" her life by eliminating the unnecessary and cleansing her life of things that keep her from being a better person. If it's too complex than simplify it. I like this. I think it's refreshing. From this suggestion came the title to my blog. Same general idea just a little more down and dirty. I want to simplify but also erode all of the sandy sediment that has clogged my mind and spirit. Again, I'll let you know how it goes.



Wassily Kandinsky
(my favorite artist)